Rant..........

1st of all I'm Pissed of at my so called cousin. This Big heart of mine will so so not put me in trouble. Abba father you see my heart ohhhhhhhhhhh.

I'm sure you are all wondering what I'm ranting about, Well Thieves broke into my house,Yeah in Obodo Oyinbo. I've Lived in my house for 9 yrs, 9 yrs I repeat, Ive left the key at the door and slept off several times and nothing I repeat Nothing has ever happened. So the annoying part about the whole thing was the broke in and stole my cousins laptop which happen to be on my bed and the 1st thing you see when u break in thru the window and move the head board of the bed. My cousin now has the nerve to ask me to explain to her how the house was robbed and it was only her laptop that was taken, E ma gba mi ohhhhhhhhh, Olorun ma je ki se ore daran,( People pls help me , may I not help and cause trouble for myself in the process). In short I will deal with her rubbish later. In short who knows if it isnt her that carried bad luck to the place self. This has never happened, I feel so bad it was her stuff and with her whining , I'm like why didn't they take any of my belongings and just leave hers so i can have freaking peace of mind. Its like i have become a suspect in my own home, Can u Imagine? On Top Laptop. Hmmm it is well, Pls God Miracle I want her out of the house as soon as possible, Pls make a way quick. I don't like this kinda rubbish.


2). My grandad called my mum and wants to know when I will be bringing Mr Right home so we can wrap the whole thing up. Pls can somborri help me ask him if I'm supposed to carry any random person and marry abi which kain thing be this ? PRINCE CHARMING , PRINCE CHARMING HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT YOU HAVE CAUSED? YOU BERRA COME OUT OHHH, YOUR GRAN FATHER -IN-LAW IS LOOKING FOR YOU!!!!

3). Although this is a rant, God has been faithful to me . I am thankful..........


4). I met the sweetest guy ever and I feel so bad I don't wanna date him. In short i cannot begin to explain the reasons out here. Shared the matter with too many people, no about to let the James Bonds I call friends, Fish me out......

5). I'm pissed at the yeye detective that came to my house for the crime scene, In short where is the betta NYPD. when u need them. Lol . I'm Just upset. They asked me wat I was doing with her laptop? Hello we live in the same house, Don't people need to go on the internet, and besides my laptop crashed and I took it to work for repairs.

I'm off to calm down, Will be back later........

Dear God

My Heavenly Father,


Ive been meaning to write you this letter for a long time, Words sometimes fail me and I feel like am so lost and down deep at the bottom of the pit. Some days I have so much faith in you and it keeps me going and believing that is too shall pass. I have this inner strength in me that tells me this storm is over and that is hasn't consumed me. I believe lord, I believe.

I wake up most days with gratitude in my heart cos I know you have done it. But sometimes daddy, the devil brings fear, I overthrow this hold through praise and worship and prayers, or sometimes just by simply quoting your words to myself. Father when they said your words are like sweet melody they werent lying. They calm me down and give me the assurance that you are still the unchangeable changer , The God of Possibilities.

Abba God, This matter weighs me down, Father as you come thru for Samson, One more time, father lord do it again for me. I know I have made too many promises in the past , father lord , look not on that but on your loving kindness and tender mercies and have mercy upon me your daughter. FATHER LORD I NEED YOUR MERCY!!! Pls lord remember me for Good as you remembered Nehemiah in the bible, All the good things I have done thru your grace and father have mercy on me. Pull me from his pit I'm falling into, Let shame disgrace, sorrow and weeping never know my name. GOD OF SUDDENLY ARISE TO MY CAUSE, You own the earth and all that is in , show the world you are my God, as you answered Elijah by fire, Lord answer me speedily, incline to my requests speedily, hear and grant my requests from the throne of Zion by fire.


Thank you lord. You are Indeed an Awesome God!!!

Love Your Daughter

Lasgidi..........

Neigbourhoods

Hey people,

I seem to have gotten over my wonderful ordeal or buried it. Whatever I have peace for now. So this week for some strange reason Ive had friends either married or about to get hitched moving houses or looking for in Nigeria. So we start talking about different neighbourhood's and wow boy ohh boy did it become very scary to me.

See growing up i lived in Surulere. Always been a lere girl, lol. Now when people mention that they are moving to certain areas it freaks me out E.G Iyana Iba, Sango Ota, Ketu, Ifo, Okoko. I'm not trying to bring down some areas or anything but it is weird when I try to imagine myself living in those areas. 1st of all I don't even have the faintest idea on how to get there, then moving there ? Lord ............

So after talking to my friends, I call up another friend, A guy and I tell him how the conversation scared the shit outta me,( Before you wonder why? I want to move back to Nigeria one of these days). Lets call my Friend Edi. So Edi says hmmm tell me which areas can you live in, Im like ok Surulere, Ikeja, Akoka, Yaba( Depends on the area), Ebute metta(hmmmm might not !), Festac, Mile 2 extension, Isolo, Okota, Gbagada (Bariga is so not included), Apapa(Hmmm dunno, its always flooded) and yes you know the other sides of lagos where everyone wants to live, Lekki, Vi etc But didnt mention those 1st, Being realistic you know........... So he says ohh madam if your hubby says you are living in Iyana Iba you betta go and find the best route there cos with marriage all your fantasies jump out the window. Im like damnnnnnnnnnnn. Abeg Thank God I'm not in that situation, cos nah cry ohhhhhhhhhhhh. God you see my heart desires, Please have mercy on me .....