Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Breathe Gentle.....................

The Lyrics of this song Speak to me right now..................

Breathe Gentle by Tiziano Ferro.

I want to give you all of me -
the underneathWant you to show me imperfection is actually love
I thought, cursed - I was cursed -destined to be lonely
A circle in a world of squareswhere nobody knows me
So with every footstep I must
follow the kissing moments
I thought were impossible
Breathe gentle, Be gentle
Don't leave me behind
cause love goes faster
Breathe gentle, Be gentle
Never let me go when love goes faster
I will be gentle
See, photographs have only two dimensions
But love defies all logic in a picture
Above all that is physical, I'm falling
Falling uncontrollably - it terrifies me
So if my compass, it fails me
And I feel I'm walking blind
Don't say goodbye
Don't let me hide
Oh please don't let me spiral
Tortured by you, oh, sweet torture!
I am a pirate - love my fortune
The walls have fallen now
The key is yours to turn - I'm breathing
Breathe gentle, Be gentle...
Every time I run somehow love is faster
Without your loneliness is everlasting
I still feel you
But I hear you - loudlyScreaming - "please wait for me"Cause I don't want to hurt you
And I don't want to loose this love this time.
Se cerco lo vedol'
amore va veloce e tu stai indietro
Se cerchi mi vedi Il bene piĆ¹ segreto
sfugge all'uomo che non guarda avanti mai

Friday, August 14, 2009

Without A Care In The World

Howdy People.

It is a beautiful day and right now I want to be 5 again, I want to let my hair down and not be bothered by ANYTHING. I'll be like one of the Disney characters, live a fairy tale life and wait for prince charming to find me and after that we will live Happily Ever After. Yes !!!! or better still I'll modernise mine a bit and picture me travelling the world and seeing diff places , Cambodia, china , Chile Maui, Thailand, Brazil, Argentina, ohhhhhhhhhh lord, Just quit my job and go anywhere I want to go, Things would appear as I want them, Bills taken care off, no headache on how to make more money, just enjoying the view from the top of a hill, or mountain, skiiinggggggggggggggggggg hmmmmmmmmmm.

OK snap back to reality, I am at work right now, my head is all over the place, I lost my bank card, Ive cancelled it but I need to go to their branch to get a temporary one, I hate going to bank and am an accountant, Pls can someone tell me how that plays out? Well I have to clean my house this weekend, I have visitors and they have Kids, So u can imagine what has gone down.
I'm trying to focus on God and my goals and that has been so hard. Like I said my head is everywhere. My cousins have been sleeping in my room . I cant pray and have my alone time with God when their are people in my room, I dunno it's just me, heaven knows what I will do when I become part of another?


Lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, Why cant I just use my head to think about the prince, how he will find me and we will live happily ever after? Or better still my tandem jump, mountain hike, beach runsssssssssss , adventure adventure all the way. At least if prince no dey adventure dey guranteed?

Monday, August 3, 2009

Worries

Hello Blogs ville,

How is it going? Stole the title of this post from Linda Ikeji's Blog.
Like every other being I have my worries and I am gonna let them off my chest, I feel it helps and then I'll turn them around the way I want it to be, More like speak good into the situation, This should be a very nice exercise for me.

I am very worried about my life in general. Some days I wake up with the feeling that I can do everything and the sky is the limit, Other days I feel like a bum. I feel like I am a failure some days, I really can't say why, I' stopped masters after the 1st semester and I've been trying to focus on writing my professional exams and I still haven't done that. I ask my self if I would still feel like that after I have accomplished these goals or my mind will find something else to beat me up about ?

I am also very worried about the fact that I am great at coming up with ideas but never finish up the things I started, OK that's exaggerating , but after the 1st rush and thrill of it all, It takes a lot mentally for me to sit and continue with whatever it is I'm doing. So far so good, I'm on a project and I'm hell bent on seeing it to where I imagined and beyond. Abba God I know you are reading this, You are all I have ................


I am worried about my relationship with Seth. I can be a very confused being, I have a temper and I pray God gives me Patience. Recently I almost threw everything away. I know he is not a perfect person and I realise I need to learn to chill out and be a bit more supportive. Its hard some days I tell you. Seth and I are in a long distance relationship, We get to see from time to time . I love him, heaven knows I do, But some days, My mind tends to wonder. Not on other men but on life, Our Future together.

He makes me very excited and happy, I feel like a little girl when I'm around him, I get that feeling that I can go anywhere and stay anywhere with him. He's adventurous when it comes to some things, I feel like we make up for the other persons weakness. Like 2 pea's in a pod. A part of me is a peace with him, the other part of me that sees and thinks about all the negative in the world sees differently. Its a struggle within me some days. He loves me I know, but he's hard headed and I'm stubborn. A combination like that you can't beat. I've heard this " Can do come together except they agree" I am going to have to find a way to deal with my temper and mouth. Yes my mouth!!!

I think and imagine the very best of things to the worst of things, I really don't understand why I do that. I Imagine the happiest things every to the very worst. I can see someone dying in my head. I thank God I know him, Thinking about it now, that's how some people do crazy things.


I am worried about getting married and marriage in it self. Some days i feel this pressure that makes me feel like I should be married , I am happy that the voice of reason in my head comes on and reminds me of what marriage is all about. I am still worried anyways lol.


That wasn't so bad afterall,
Ciao
xxxxx